Had A Very Bad Days For The Past 2 Weeks, So Tired...... Thinking back, Was More Happy Last Time. Although Have Worries, But Compare To Now That Is Nothing. Stress Up With Work & Personal Stuff Is Sufficent To Let Me Know The Feeling Of End Of The World. Trying To Save & Save, But Seems Like Everything Is Getting Deeper & Deeper. Hard To Explain, Too Tired To Think Also.

After So Long, Due To Stress I Finally Drop My First Tear At The Staircase Alone When At Work. Is That A Sign That Is Telling Me That I Cant Take It Anymore? Or Its Just A Relief To Make Myself Feel Better..... But I Guess Not, Cause I Still Feel The Same After All. Had Not Been Sleeping Well This Couple Of Weeks, Most Of The Time I Only Slept For Less Than 5Hours. There Is Even 1 Time Which i Only Slept For An Hour, For That Day I Really Feel So Impress Of Myself. How Can I Do That, Slept 1Hour & Next Day Work For The Whole Day & Not Feeling Sleepy. If This Happens Few Months Back, I Guess I Will Be Complaining Tired, This & That. But I Can Feel That Im Feeling So Weak When Days Pass By, I Really Need A Break, But..... I Cant. Everything Is Just Started To Stable Abit After This Few Months Of Hard Work, I Cant Just Give Up Like That. But If Really Cant Take It Anymore? I Really Dont Know What To Do. Going Back To My Old Lifestyle Or...... Is This The Way I Want? Been Asking Myself For This Period Of Time. But Still Cant Find Any Answer From Me.

Time Now Is 5.30 am,Cant Get To Sleep Again. Think Sooner Or Later I Must Rely On Medication To Sleep Which Im Not Looking Forward....Well... Will Try To Force Myself To Sleep Bah, Otherwise Dont Know Will There Be A LAst Minute Work Again Tomorrow.

Found Another Song In Youtube. Although Dun Really Adore Jolin, But Can Say That Some Of Her Songs Are Awesome.... This Is 1 Of Them. =)