Had A Tiring Week So Far, Seems Like Everything Is Not Going On Smoothly For Me. At This Point Of Time My Mind Is Always Filled With Thoughts. This, That & Everythings That Happened In My Life.

Always Ask Myself How Come I Landed Where I Am Now, But Till Now I Still Cant Get A Definite Answer From Myself. What I Hope For Is Just A Simple Life With My Love One. Ask Myself Today, What Im Seeking In A R/S Now, Is What I Really Want? To Be Honest I Really Dont Know. Ask Myself Another Question, Exactly How Many People I Really Love So Far? The Answer Is 2.... And How Many Peoples' Love I Did Feel In Return? And The Answer Is 1.... Lastly, So Far How Many People Try To Date & Love Me & Lastly Got My Love In Return Too? The Answer Is 0.... Realise One Thing Which Alot Of People Did. I Love You This 3 Words Is Easily Said Between Couple, But How Many People Actually Really Did What They Say? To Be Honest I Had Said It Alot Of Times To Some Of My Ex, Now Than I Realise There Is Only 2 Person Which I Said It From My Heart. The Rest Are All Say For The Sake For The R/S. Know Is Kinda Bad, So I Did Learn Something From Myself Too, Never Say I Love You Easily Again....

Havent Really Been Really Happy Since 08/02/2010..... Though I Lost, But I Think I Gain Experience At The Same Time. Cant Forcus On Anything Im Doing, Probably Becoz Of This Reason My Work Screwed Up..... Kept Forcing Myself To Forcus When I Know I Cant, Ended Up Become More Agitated.... Argh..... Think I Need To Have A Rest Soon After Everything Is Settled In Work....

Wants To Post Happy Things Here, But Nothing Seems Happy So Far..... Joining Mango To Bed Now. Nightz To The Whole World & Hugs To "U"....