Help........ Cant stop thinking. Though i mention i had move on, but in there i still cant. A fren told me that i had change in handling r/s, maybe is the hurt that i had to let me handle this prob. But it takes 2 hand to clap, asking for forgiveness is so hard for you ? Till now you didnt ask for any. Have you ever take our relationship seriously? Whatever you told me i always bear in mind, probably im taken things too seriously in relationship ending up i cant take it when things happened. How i hope i can be like you treat it as nothing ever happened. Just tell me you wont feel bad for what you did, tell me is there any doubt in our r/s or probably be straight forward telling me you dont love me at all. Rather than im still guessing what you are thinking. Have you ever regret anything ever since the first day we got together? There is so many question in my mind to be solve by myself. Am trying to solve probs so that we can have a better & healthy relationship, but you are always like avoiding. Can we have a solution? Dont you wish for a long term relationship ? I may not believe in forever love, but im trying myself to believe in it by putting effort. Give in to you, try to understand you & listen to you. Cant you see all my efforts? If you really put in effort also in this relationship, you bare to just give up just like that? Have you ever ask yourself what you what from me? You can just tell me if you know rather than keeping it to yourself. I have done what i need to do, if you really treasure this relationship, hope you will too.