Once again back to my blog ever since the last day i feel really sad

Want him to be happy, trying to understand him and did whatever i could to improve in our relationship cause i love him. Ever since 27/08/2009, i told myself to love him like the first day im in love with him. What i expect from him i make sure to do it myself first. But......

Im always so stupid to neglect all my frens when im in a relationship, did not balance up between frens & relationship. Cause i gave all my time to him trying to let him know only he is in my mind. Im really dissapointed when he told me he dun really know he love me or not. I know im not in the wrong from the beginning, but still i let him decide if he still love me or not before i decide i want to forgive or not.

Guess blog is the only place where i can express my feeling when i do not know who to talk to this time when i had already neglect my frens Jac & group. What a memory before Valentines' Day. Guess i have to cancel all my planning specially for him.....