When out for advance Chinese New Year lunch today with team mates. Everything was fine, nice foods and etc. Smile & jokes around till when everyone ask me where is he..... this & that till i dun know what to say, only reason is to say he is busy helping at home preparing for chinese new year stuff. My mind suddenly think of alot of things again. When will it stop.....

Heard from of few frens saying that probably im too sticky in a relationship but i do have given his own freedom if he wants to. I remember when we stated our r/s, i ask that will he get bored if he sees me everyday. The only reply is, maybe you (who is me) are the one who will get bored first. At that time i was very very happy, coz i thought that i had found someone who loves the companion of his own bf. But after awhile hearing 3 frens saying im a little too sticky, asking me to give him his own privacy i feel so sad, but just kept quiet.

Anyway, once again had told myself not to be a "super glue" anymore in my future r/s. If you want my companion, just come. If not just go and find your own programme. Will not take things so serious next time anymore especially the beginning of the r/s, coz those are the words that hurts you the most in the end.

Anyway am trying to to let go now le. Better now compare to the previous days. Am trying to treat us how we used to be before 27/08/2009. Chat in msn, call him or meet him up for leisure if he is still ok with that beside work. Everthing will back to square one.....